Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Here is where I stand...

Turning on the TV just to create some noise... it's too quiet in this house all alone.

Dreading the darkness... that means bedtime and I feel empty in this bed all alone.

Calling people I usually never talk to... it's hard when the only one I want to talk to is you, but I'm all alone...

So I'm writing letters every night... full of all the things I wish I could say during the day when I'm all alone.

Making lists of bills and reminders... you usually help me keep up to date with this kind of thing, but I'm all alone.

Counting the days until I see you again... but even then it will only be for the weekend and then again I'll be all alone.

Celebrating our marriage by going to work and coming home to no one... but I know you didn't want to leave me all alone.

Even though I'm so proud of you... I miss you so much that sometimes I wonder if I'm strong enough to make it all alone.

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